Kamis, 16 Agustus 2012

Goodbye to the Impossible Expectations

Maybe for some people hope it is a another word for dream. But, in fact, hope is one thing more painful than the fact that we often receive. I've hoped someday I could have a beautiful day with someone who I thought was a little angel. well even though she not so little :) Mega Laelatusyifa. That's the name of a sweet girl I know. This may be a new 3 year I get to know him, but it's been a lot of lessons and meaning of life which he had given me. Day after day she gave me a reason to stay afloat. This feeling .... like the waves that continue booming such as land continues to vibrate even like a tattoo that can not be erased.
But I'd stake my life for her. even when she asked me to cut my finger, I'm going to cut it. because without sacrifice, love will not have any significant meaning. I'll always be here waiting for you. Mega Laelatusyifa. I was home for every grief, come whenever you feel anxious and sad. but go as far as possible if you're feeling happy. because I never want to destroy that happiness. even to this day I do not ever expect a drop of tears for my absence. and now I just wish I could see and hear your voice one last time when I'll breathe my last.
That's all fill colour of my Life..